Slight betrayal (sorry)

So I have recently been enjoying blogging a lot more, I have had more time to upload posts, aswell ash gaining a few hundred pageviews in the last couple of weeks.

I have always liked blogger, but lovely, I have wanted to start new pages, and widen my audiences. So unfortunately, to do that, I have to start a new blog. I feel bad leaving my lovely audience behind, and moving on, but I realised that the later I leave it, the more I will regret it. So unfortunately, it is goodbye :( if you were a loyal reader, and you want to check out my new blog, the head over to www.charceecee.weebly.com, but if you only just came across my blog now, then I suppose it is a quick hello and goodbye. I don't think I will do many (if any) posts again on this blog, so please go and look at my new one, I promise you it is a lot better than this one :) 

www.charceecee.weebly.com

Early Halloween present?

Ok. So I think I an about to have a panic attack, because the 'black widow spiders' have hit the UK. This is just great isn't it. Aswell as having aracnephobia and being terrified of spiders, I now find out that one of the most deadly spiders in the WORLD have invaded my country and one has been found in my city. 

Ohh the joys of google, I have looked at basically every web page available (spot the pun) and now found out that they reproduce 120 at a time, they kill and eat their mate too -hence the name 'widow'. I'm sure you don't need a lecture on this, but I wish I hadn't found out to be honest, because I am now quite traumatised... Being home alone at the moment too... This is a recipe for disaster. 

Hopefully I will be here for the next blog but I wish all my fellow readers a happy spider invasion day :) make the most of it...

OCD

This is quite a sensitive subject for me, but hopefully not many people I know will read this...

I have not been diagnosed with OCD but I just know that I have it. 

When you dissect the acronym, it means 'obsessive compulsive disorder'. This does not really express its real meaning, and just sounds like someone who is crazy and obsessed. 

I am not denying being crazy, but OCD can have lots of different aspects of it. In my case, I find it hard to eat around people with bad manners, to eat around people who eat loudly, share food or drinks with people. There are many other ways that people can have OCD, and it effects some people a lot worse than me.

To be honest, throughout most of my life, I thought it was normal, and it is only rescently that I have realised that my actions are out of the ordinary. I have told a few of my closest friends, but they did not really take it seriously or understand, so maybe I should just keep it to myself. 

My 'condition' has not hindered my life too much I suppose, but it has caused inconveniences. 

I am rambling on now, but I just wanted a way to channel my problems... Hope this helped somebody out there :)

Art

So I chose art as one of my GCSE options, it was not much of a decision to be honest, because I have always loved the subject! I remember being in reception and painting all afternoon every day, those were the easy days, but I wish I could do that now.

I have always had a creative streak, and I am really looking forward to doing my course work. We do a year of corse work, and then an exam at the end. 

On a negative note, I got my report this morning and received a B2... Maybe I was expecting too much, but I have never received anything less than an A or A*! I have worked the hardest in my class and done lots of extra work too, but i guess it's a 'try again next time'. 

Happy half term!

So this is mainly a matter of me showing off, because most if the schools around mine are still open, but for some reason, we get an exta week of holiday? (I'm not complaining) so I wish you all a happy half term if you are off work/school, but I wish myself one too :)

Since it's the run up to christmas, I will spend most of the Holliday shopping (my hobby) and will end up spending quite a lot of money unfortunately... Anyway, this will be a chance for me to relax and catch up on things which I am looking forward to.

Adios x

Smile...

Hello againnn... I would just like to share a theory I have. 

I believe that smiles are highly contagious. So when you smile or do a kind gesture for somebody, you are brightening somebodies day. I know this because I always try to look on the 'bright side of life'. So even if I am having a sh*t day, I will look forward and make the most of it. So if anyone out there is one wondering how to brighten their own day, just talk to somebody or give them a smile because i can assure you that it will help. I also think that is much more attractive to be a positive person, not just for the oppsite sex; it's a lot easier to socialise with people when you are not sitting in the corner crying... 

Which leads me onto a(nother) quote! I'm not sure if this is becoming a tradition now or just a habit but I think quotes give quite a good reference to life :)

(I love me some Audrey Hepburn)

An outer shell

Just thought I would let you know that...

Inside, I am one if the nicest people you will ever meet, and I know how to filter out time wasters from friends. But sometimes i come across as someone a lot cockier than I am. The title if this post may help you understand how I am very cocky when put in certain situations and have an outer shell in one personality, but once you get to know me I am very different. I honestly just want the best for everyone (myself included). If you are a nice person, I will do anything to help you. But once I see a glint of bitch, you are out of the picture.

P.S. This late night blogging has to stop. I need my beauty sleep.