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Friends

I have a feeling this is going to be a long post... :/ (that's not a good thing)

So I'm not really sure where to start... But I am 14 and still at school. Friends are obviously a very important part of  life in and out of education. At primary school, life was pretty easy and I always had friends I could rely on... Not that a 7 year old really needs much support :'). But right now, friends help you go through the hardest part of your life and make sure you come out the other side...  This year, the classes have been moved around and I have had to settle into a different group of people. It has been quite hard to be honest, because some of the people in my class are quite frustrating, but the main problem is with the people outside my class. The thing that I am most upset about is that within the last 48 hours I have been woken up quite suddenly, to who are my fiends, if I even have any real ones... I have had one friend wrongly accuse me of bitching about her. While lying about who told her what happened. I have had 2 of my friends laugh at me. I have had 4 of my friends avoid me for no reason. I have found out that one of my friends has wrongly (again) accused me of sending hate messages to them and has now spread rumors about me. So all in all I have had a pretty sh*t 2 days. 

The main thing that I have realised, is that however hard you try to be nice to someone, and however much you value them, you can easily be nothing to them. So boys and girls! Just make sure that in your lifetime, you do not let anyone push you around, not value you or not believe you! Ok? 

That was quite depressing tbf. But my friends are the only thing I really like about school. And I don't want another 2 years of this thank you 

Hi Tanya

Hi Tanya. Your the only person I know who actually reads my blog... So I thought I'd say hello :) #shoutoutteam #favouritenigerian hope you actually read this :') x ohh and that's you > 

I have a dream... 💛

Everybody has a dream, however big or small it is, how ever young or old you are... You could be a child dreaming of being a fairy princess, or an old lady dreaming of going to heaven...
Dreams are important because if we didn't have them, then we would have no hopes and have nothing to strive towards. I would just like to share my dream...

I have a short term dream and a long term dream...
My short term dream is to save up £1000 and buy myself a macbook. This may sound simple, but i am not just trying to follow the crowd and get every apple product a valuable, instead I am going to use the software to the extreme and create my own YouTube channel. This will not be my 'job' but my 'hobby' . This will happen. And once it has I will be able to tick a very large box off my 'things to do list'
My second dream is my life plan. I have absolutely no idea what career path I will choose, which worries me in all honesty! But I do know that I would love to do something which expresses my creativity... (Whether that would tie in with my short term dream I am not sure!) but whatever job I have, I know that I want to be successful. This word describes most peoples perfect lifestyle, but there is a reason for that... So I want to be able to buy my own house, I want to be able to treat myself, but aslong as I have worked for my money, and therefore my dream, there would be nothing else I would ask for! I want to be able to travel, and to be free, to wake up one morning in the Cotswolds countryside, and the next in the buzzing heart of New York City.

Dreams are what you make of them ✌️

P.s. If anyone actually read this... :') then can you tell me which macbook I should get because I'm not sure. Lul.

Christmas is coming!

Agghhh! I sound like a 2 year old when I remind people if this, but Christmas is coming! I love Christmas, and not just because of the presents... I just love all of the festive decorations etc. and spending time with the family... Although I sort of denyed it earlier... The presents are a very big bonus... And I've been making my Christmas list for a few weeks now... I'm really not sure what I want since there are loads of things #spoiltchild.  It is 94 days until Christmas btw.,, :D

200...

I rescently reached 200 page views! So thank you every one who has visited this page... It really means a lot and you don't go unnoticed... That's probably nothing in the sceme of things, but considering I haven't advertised... I think it's ok :) adiós x

I've been thinking...

So I guess that I have never really posted anything personal on here, to be honest, I did not plan to at all, I mean, there was no intention since this blog is not under my name anyway... But since I have been finding it hard to show/share my emotions recently, I thought this might be a way to do so...  

I am hardly going through some kind of crisis :') but I have been thinking quite hard lately about things and as a person I have realised that I am sort of too nice. This will make people instantly think that I am cocky but I did not mean that to sound bigheaded in anyway. I don't mean that I am nice as in a perfect person... But I am far too forgiving. I can assure you that what ever you do/say to me. I will forgive and forget within hours. This makes me a very vulnerable person and I need to change this! I don't let people manipulate me, but while people are manipulating others around me, It makes me look like a weaker person. So although I grew up being told to 'be best version of your self' and 'play nicely'. Being nice really doesn't help. So you know what, be an absolute bitch if you want to. I have learnt this over the last few days. sometimes if you play nice, you lose. ✌Peace out